i have been
there.. and then people start to asking the same question.. been where??
been in the grey
sky.. when i thought was never be colourful ever again...
i have been
there..
it felt so much
hurt.. so much in pain.. so much not fair..
then i start to
asked my self.. do i have to be this pathedic ??
i have been
there.. not because i wanted to.. but because i trapped..
i have been
there..
when i think
everyone would help me.. i was wrong..
yes.. i have
been there..
do u know how it
felt when u close ur eyes ,, u just couldn't find anyone but yourself.. n u
just have to depends on yourself..
i have been
there..
but then i
know.. i learned,, that life was just not goes the way we wanted..
n people can't
just be people that we expected them to be..
everything just
taught me to be me now..
when i thought
the sky will never be blue again.. suddenly it rains.. n then comes the
rainbow..
i have been
there..
when i thought
the air will never be as clear as it was.. then it just brought the whisper
from the mountain... n it so bright n clean..
i have been
there..
when i wiped my
tears i never thought that i will be smile again.. but then i close my eyes n
then,, there it is.. the most beautiful thing from my life ...
i have been
there..
i wish that was
just a nightmare,, but then i realized it wasn't... it was real..
i have been
there..
i learned.. been
crushed.. been burned.. but then i have to get up again,, i have been there..
n then i
learned.. loyalty,, humble,, respect,, love,, family,, best friends will stay
.. i have been there..
when i think it
was the end of my world,, i just found out that it was just the
beginning..
yes,, i have
been there..
one day i will
be an extra ordinary girl with extra ordinary heart..
not because i am
lucky...
but because i
know.. everything will have an end,,, n when it comes to the end.. it will
depend on me... what will i choose .. be in totally control of my self.. that
will be the one that i choose..
yes.. i have
been there...
but ,, here i am
,, right now,, this time..
it is the brand
new me,,, but i kept a little of myself.. yes,, i still have my heart,, n i
never broke my promises...
see the sky???
see the sun?? see the moon??? see the stars??
they are there
to do their job..
when they
are so bright love them... then comes the rain enjoy them ,, n u will see the
sun will be back but it will be back with the rainbow..
that is my life
taught me.. every step of the way is worth it... every tears that it drops it's
work.. every smile that caught me is hope...
n u will
learn how to get up when u were in the bottom of urself... no matter how many
times u learn to get up u will do it... until u can stand again on ur feet...
i have
been there...
if i fail again..
i will get up n learn.. even it takes me hundred time to learn.. i will be up
again.
cause ...i have
been there
#Sarah Rachmadita